Depression Vent

aggie

i’ve been diagnosed w mild depression and honestly i can feel it getting worse and worse. everytime i start to feel better something happens and i fall even deeper. now i’m literally just angry and numb and i don’t know what to do. it’s gotten to the point where my best friend. any even make me smile anymore. and talking to my girlfriend just makes me feel like i’m gonna make her worry and i don’t want her to worry. i have a therapist and it always feels better for a few hours after i see her but it’s a false better. i just... i don’t what to do anymore. i just want to feel something other than anger and nothingness.