I’m so heartbroken

I swear I felt different this cycle and had different symptoms so I thought this was my month. I went to pick up some tests and went to take one and that’s when af arrived :( my best friend just found out last month that she is expecting and she texts me everyday about how it’s going.... ughhhhh I’m happy for her and her family but I dislike hearing everyday about it. It feels like she is doing it on purpose.