Dealing w the guilt?

Brittney

My husband is a sergeant in the Air Force and is obviously not allowed to smoke. I’m a stoner, and smoke multiple times a day. He has said from the start that it doesn’t bother him and that he doesn’t mind, but I can tell it does effect him. I mean I know he’s for it, because we talk about smoking together when he leaves the Air Force, and he smoked before he went in! But, I just feel bad basically rubbing it in his face multiple times a day that he can’t. Am I crazy to feel this way? Should I change my habit??