I am 9 days postpartum and the baby blues hit me immediately.

Ive been crying uncontrollably, so sleep deprived! My hubby needs to sleep because he works 8+ hrs a day I dint want him tired also considering he rides a harley to work.

Our baby is currently sleeping in bed with us because he refuses to sleep in his crib and this is the only way I can get some sort of sleep. So I am just feeling like were not connecting anymore, even immediately after our son was born my hubby kissed me and it just felt different I dont know if in a bad way or good way but I feel scared I love him so much, I did tell him that I'm feeling this way and he got sad because hes trying to do all he can and I know he is but I feel alone like I'm nit even in a relationship anymore 😭 has anyone else gone through anything like this?