Looking for some advice/wondering if any other mommas have experienced this.

Basically, my baby is 12 weeks old and I am a 1st time mom. I have dealt with anxiety at different times throughout my life but haven’t been treated for it.

My husband & I moved to a new state when baby was 4 weeks. Up to that point, I was feeling great postpartum. I don’t know anyone here & family is hours away. I started getting major anxiety when my hubby went back to work & I was home all day with baby by myself (I’m staying at home). I was worried about my health, was too scared to go out with the baby alone, sad about the move & felt so alone, etc.

After a couple weeks I started feeling dizzy off and on. Went to my doctor, did labs, & everything was fine. Have been dealing with anxiety. Sometimes even anxiety attacks, about my health since then.

Now, I feel so tired all the time, feel weak like I have the flu, don’t have energy or motivation to do anything except sit on the couch & feed/hold my baby all day. I feel like I’m in a daze sometimes and don’t feel like my normal happy self anymore. I love my baby so much & want to enjoy him but I want to feel normal again.

Does this sound like ppa or d? I am contemplating taking medicine, did this work for anyone else? Not sure if it’s that or just hormonal changes/sleep deprivation.

Thanks so much for reading! 💜