Saturday, Bf and I were cuddling on his couch downstairs napping for an hour and a half and I wanted to get some for my birthday before we went to my families house for dinner. I noticed he was hard and went to go play with it, until he patted my hand away and said he didn’t want his boner. What? 🥺 That’s not like him at all! So I laid on him for another 20 minuets frustrated down there and uncomfortable because that feeling wouldn’t go away. We only had a few minuets before we had to get up and leave!! I was slightly upset he wasn’t touching me since we hadn’t seen each other in over a week. I figured he’d want to fool around since 1) it was my bday 2) we hadn’t seem each other IN A WEEK! 10 minuets passed before he finally pulled me on top of him and we had a hard makeout session that... didn’t really do all good for me. I decided I wanted to help him get off, so I did (I started my period that day). Part of me thinks he didn’t want too, and kind of surrendered to me, which makes me feel horrible. It’s not uncommon for us to fool around while I’m on. He just doesn’t touch me down there, and I help him out. I asked if he was into it and he said “of course I am. Why wouldn’t I be?” I guess he has been really tired because of work lately, so I’m not too worried about it. I’m just worried about him mentally. I feel bad he’s so tired 🙁