Need to just VENT

I’m having such a hard time, with waiting. I want my second little so bad I gave up this past month and quickly regretting I didn’t track anything just went off flows predictions and BD’d all around the ovulation day and even on the day. My OB always suggests that not to test until cycle day 35 , I have about 2 weeks till then. And this wait just sucks EVERY TIME. But also one of those compulsive testers who takes one DAILY after ovulation 🤦🏻‍♀️