I’ll be 37 weeks on Thursday and I’m scared, nervous, impatient, NOT ready, scaredddddd and terrified!!

Why? This is MY rainbow baby. I’ve gone through the process of laying a baby to rest before so in MY head, during THIS pregnancy, I have constantly expected the worst.

& don’t ask about the dreams I’ve been having lately!!!!!

In my dreams, I’m the worst mother, my LO was taken away from me for being unfit, I had severe PPD and my husband came home to our LO screaming and starving, I was depressed cause I couldn’t get the hang of breastfeeding, I hated my LO, etcetcetcetc

MY EMOTIONS HAVE BEEN ALL OVER THE PLACE :/