Well I’m in love with my best friend and I finally told him after 4 years. And he I guess didn’t feel the same way because he avoided how I felt about him. And a week or so later he starts dating someone else.

But he does live in NY and I’m in Florida. We use to talk all the time and FaceTime and now he even shared a kiss (he kissed me) .... and now we barely talk at all. And it sucks because not only did I ruin my friendship with my best friend but he doesn’t talk to me. Well he does but I’ll send a message and he will respond days later

I wanna just cut him off completely and I told him because of how I feel about you we can’t be friends and he says I understand but I’m focusing on what I have here and my relationship here. So we stopped talking and a month goes by and I message him I miss you and his reply was “About time” took you long enough. I guess he was being sarcastic but I don’t wanna read to much into it but a part of me still loves him and cares about him but I feel like shit because I ruined the friendship. Anyone in the same situation??