Think I’m throwing in the towel

Okay I shouldn’t have gave him a bottle so soon but I honestly thought it would be okay since I gave my other son a bottle to soon to but eventually he weaned off it and was fully breastfeed till he was a little over one

so my new born would rather have a bottle than breast I try and try to put him on but no luck I try to pump what I can but not much cause he still hungry and I make him a bottle and seems satisfied with formula I just thought I’d be breastfeeding my son I feel so disappointed with my self I feel like I failed cause I had in mind a breast feed baby but no I messed it up

Idk I wanna try to maybe pump and bottle feed him that but it’s hard cause not much comes out especially from one side