No baby sitter ever

I don’t mean to sound ungrateful or anything. I absolutely love being a mom. I feel overwhelmed and tired all the time. I never have anyone watch my son. Not even for 5 mins. I’ve been sick the last week, and just found out I have an UTI . I feel so bad but I have no help. My husband helps when he can but he works long hours. ( he can’t help) I feel like I missing out on enjoying spending time with my child because I’m literally so tired all the time. Anyone else in the same boat?