As I was getting excited, anxious, and READY for my little one, Hallee JoAnn to arrive, she left this world before we could say goodbye.

I miscarried last night.

I’m gonna save the gruesome details and tragedy words I was going to write, instead I’m going to enlighten the world on what she brought to us.

Hallee brought joy and light into our life. We didn’t even know what she looked like, couldn’t even hold her in our arms yet, but we were in absolute awe and in absolute LOVE. Would she have red hair like me? Would she resemble her daddy? We won’t know until we meet again some day. I am NOT going to let this get me down. She wouldn’t want me too. Sure, I’m devastated and grieving and not sure if I’m going to be able to leave the bed for a couple of weeks, but I am not going to curse and yell at God for taking her. He has a plan for us.

My sweet angel baby, mommy loves you.

💛