30 weeks 2days

Destiny • pregnant with 1st💙❤️

I’m so miserable and I know from here on out it’s not gonna get any better. I know later on I will think it’s all worth it but rn I’m so drained and tired of being pregnant. This is my first pregnancy and a lot was happening before I got pregnant. I’m 18 5’5 and weighed 135lbs before pregnancy. Now I’m 165+. I’m not worried about my weight gain or what I will look like after but the doctors are say I’m measuring ahead. And if I’m still measuring ahead next time they’ll do an ultrasound. My vagina feels like I have sex back to back and constant pressure. And I haven’t had sex since I’ve gotten pregnant. I can’t tell what the baby’s position is because he hits so low in my stomach yet can still kick my ribs at the same time. If he gets in a certain position it makes my stomach so hard and hurts so bad. I can’t breathe right anymore. Some days I’m nauseous, some days I don’t have an appetite. My hips and back hurt from laying on them all the time. I’m more light headed and seeing dots. And right below my stomach it always cramps and hurts. I don’t talk to nobody besides my sister on a daily basis and it’s all just breaking me down. I barely leave anymore because I hate walking. I don’t feel like myself I just feel ugh and so down 😔