Masturbation After Virginity Loss?!

Ever since I lost my virginity a couple months ago it’s been so hard to find masturbation truly pleasurable anymore. I’ve only tried it twice since losing my v-card and I just can’t seem to orgasm by myself anymore! It just doesn’t compare, in some weird unexplainable way, to penetrative sex. Why didn’t anyone warn me! LMAO. Unless it’s only me??