so ever since i was little, i’ve been putting my wrists together, putting them in between my legs, crossing my legs, and squeezing, to masturbate. it feels good, but it never brings me to orgasm. for the past year i’ve been trying to orgasm different ways, or even just feel any pleasure. nothing works. i’ve tried everything. EVERYTHING. i’ve tried every motion, every amount of pressure, nothing. i know it’s my clit. and when i finger myself, it doesn’t feel good at all either. like it doesn’t feel like anything. there’s no spot that feels good. i’ve even tried anal. nothing. i feel absolutely no sexual pleasure unless i do the wrist thing, and i can’t orgasm with that. i can’t get any toys right now, and i’m a virgin. please can someone help me??? did i ruin something???

edit: yes, i’ve tried porn, yes, i’ve tried the shower head, didn’t work