And now what

From beginning I was hoping for girl but somehow I was feeling that I will have boy.Dont get me wrong I don’t care about gender and whey they told me that my baby was good healthy measuring good I was more than happy.When I found out on gender reveal that is boy I was happy but then I got this feeling-That I’m scared.I have no idea how to raise boy will I messed up something.

Is it normal to feel like this-happy scared at the same time.

First time mom here.

Just need some reassuring advice words that will be helpful