ABOUT TO LOOSE CONTROL😬😬😬😬

I thought I would be good with not having sex for 6 weeks after having our son but MAN IS IT HARD..I'm almost 4 weeks post partum and I'm going nuts... I try to act like I don't want to fuck but my fiance makes it so hard working around shirtless looking all sexy🤩🤩🙄🙄 he's going nuts with no sex he's always getting ontop of me running himself on me which makes it 10x harder.. IV been having dreams about sex, like fuck, I thought I'd be ok but I'm about to cave in😬😬😭😭🤷🤷🙆😂 anyone have a hard time with no sex for 6 weeks🙄