For weeks, my mom has been preparing for this day. She has put in SO much effort to make my baby shower so beautiful and a day I wouldn’t forget. After weeks of preparation, and hard work, it was finally the day. She spent SO much money on this for me, including spending $50 for 15 invitations. 15 invitations, for only three people to show up. THREE people. I feel so guilty, and so worthless because literally everyone who promised they would be there, was a no show. I was so excited for my friends to see what my mom had been working on, and I can’t help but to feel to blame. I had such a fantastic time, and I enjoyed every second of my baby shower.. and I know it’s not my fault for having unreliable people in my life, but it hurts so damn much. I feel heartbroken. I love my mom so much, I mean more than anyone in the entire world. I’m so lucky to have her, and for my “friends” to bluff on an event not a birthday... not a regular stupid weekend party... but an event to celebrate life, really hurt me. I even told some of them directly I didn’t want anything but people to show, to see what she had done for me. I’m really hurting 😭 But anyway, look at how damn beautiful she made this for me... God really blessed me with my mother, I’m not sure what I’d do without her in my life.