Please let this be my month!!!!

According to Glow, I should start my period today. Flow predicts it should start on Wednesday. Which is more accurate? I’m feeling symptoms. Major backache and very mild cramps. I feel like it’s about to come but I’m praying it doesn’t. I need this to be the month.

My husband and I will be away from each other, for the next couple of months. 😔 I’ll have to put it on pause and start my journey all over again, in a few months. When we unite.

I’m tired of waiting! I know patience is key but I’ve never wanted something this bad. Or maybe it’s because everything else I wanted or desired was under my control. This one thing is out of my control and I need to understand this.

Let this be my time!!!!