I don’t know how to start...

Today my anxiety has been bad, I’m so nervous about my first ultrasound on Thursday..

I’m so scared that I’m going to find out my baby doesn’t have a heart beat .. I’m about 9weeks +5days, as far as I know. But I was sick to my stomach at the beginning, and tired and when I sneezed, or coughed it kinda hurt in my pelvic (not terrible by anymeans I was told it’s normal) ... now the pain is gone but I’m still tired a lot.. and I’m peeing ALOT , have a lot of gas , and eating like crazy ..

but I’m sooo scared 😭