So hard giving up weed 😩

Okay so i know people are gonna give me some hate and I’m really not bothered by it lmao. I used to be a big pot smoker. It helped me sleep, calmed my anxiety, and shit it just felt good being high. However I’m 12 weeks pregnant with my first baby. The day i found out, i quit smoking. It’s not legal where i live and cps can get involved if you test positive for marijuana. I know plenty of women that smoked during their pregnancy but i also didn’t want to risk harming my baby, though there’s not really any evidence that it would harm my pregnancy. But let me just say, this has been really hard for me. I miss weed sooo much and i know it sounds really pathetic but it’s the truth. If anyone can give me some advice, i would really appreciate it. I don’t expect people to understand, but I’m sure some of you do. Weed is a beautiful thing lmao. But my baby is even more beautiful.