Is She Serious

Nigeria • I go by all pronouns don’t disrespect that I’m a lesbian

My ex broke up with me only after two days of dating to figure out some stuff. She told me that she wanted me to wait for her and I promised I would. I was going through a hard time and needed her as well but it didn’t matter. Now she thinks I was dating someone for seven months. Im big time confused and she texted me saying to fuck myself and that I acted heartbroken. I was heartbroken and just waking up to those texts makes me feel like it didn’t matter that I’m the reason we didn’t work out when it was her. I was madly in love with her. I fucking stopped cutting for her. When she broke my heart I started cutting again. So I can’t believe she’s blaming me.