I think I'm becoming depressed

Georgina • Mummy to baby nancy 07/08/2019 Wife to the best husband ❤

So my due date was supposed to be 25th of august and I was quickly induced on the 6th of august due to extremely high bloodpressure and pre eclampsia. My little girl was born on the 7th 37+3 gestation nearly 3 weeks early. I remained In hospital for another week after my little girl Nancy was born. Had to take blood thinning injections. Wear ted stockings constantly and have my bloodpressure checked and medicated every four hours. To then have the midwife check Nancy's weight and to then be put on a feeding plan and them pushing me to formula feed rather than breastfeed i felt like a failure. after nearly 4 weeks of watching my little girl scream after having bloods taken as they couldn't understand why she wasnt putting weight on she was discharged.i feel like I have no support.. my husband's family haven't bothered to check up on any of us and haven't even bothered to come meet nancy. His sister is pregnant and her due date is 4 weeks after mine and everyone fussing over her. We haven't seen any of them whilst I've been pregnant and neither has my family other than my dad nan and sister. I cant sleep as my neighbour above me had guys round all the time and is up all night banging away and has music on full blast and her dog is constantly barking. The council wont move me either. And here I am sat here in tears trying to understand what I'm doing wrong and what I've done wrong. I feel like a failure..