For the past 3-4 nights I have been able to fall asleep and stay that way. Which is incredible since I was waking up 4/5 times a night due to a full bladder or Charlie horse in my calf. I was really enjoying it! Then last night happened. I woke up 4 different times having panic attacks. Nothing to do with being pregnant, this always happens to me. My brain decides to wait until I am asleep to decipher all my fears. My night terrors seem so real all the time, that I am not really sure if I was really having painful contractions or it was just my brain being hateful. I am 38+2 and just ready for my baby to join our family.

To make it worse I am exhausted and feel like I am doing my students a disservice with my inability to focus on their lessons.