Trigger. Sexual assault.

I used to date this guy andrew. And we dated for almost 2 years but he cheated on me. The girl he cheated on me with was the one who told me and she also told me that he told her that we were in an open relationship (not true) so her and I are friends and we are deciding to ditch him. I had thought I heard the worst. I thought everything was over. Boy, was I fucking wrong. He tried cheating on me with another girl (with the same lie) and then one of his old friends messaged me and told me when that the reason she stopped talking to him  was because he kept touching her when she would tell him no and he kept trying to make her feel guilty for not letting him touch her and I just feel so fucking terrible because I was raped (not by him) and here I was fucking dating him. I just feel so fuckinf disgusting. He fuckin sexually assaulted her and he fucking acted like it was nothing when I said something to him. He admitted he did it. He fucking said he touched her even when she kept telling him no. I just needed to get all of this shit out because I'm going to fucking explode.