Saw him for the first time in a month, talked to him for the first time in a month! He acted like i was stupid when i confronted about him not messaging me to discuss exchanging our items. Then he also had the nerve to get mad at me because i said some “really fucked up shit about him” because i brought up to his friend that he pushed me! Then he said “but you also told him that I left marks on you” because he did! I said he bruised me and that wasn’t a false claim!

I hate this!

It’s very easy for him to pretend he doesn’t care about me unless he hasn’t cared for a while and i’m just stupid! My friend brought up the fact that throughout the relationship and the interactions he saw, it looked like he just tolerated me and i’m having trouble coping with that because i am deeply in love with him still!

I am underage. We were together for two years, I’m dumb. He promised me commitment, he gave me a promise ring and used to tell me he wanted to marry me.

I picked the wrong person i guess.