So I told my SO...

Devan • ❤Addileigh 10.30.12 ❤ 💔miscarriage 6.6.17& 5.3.18 💔

That the doctor called and told me i do have hsv-2 and it did not go well at all. He told me he knew I had it, that he had thought he has seen bumps down there before. I have no clue of knowing exactly who I got it from or when... but it's possible I do know...

My fiance and I both worked at a car dealership. Before he and I were together, I messed around with a different guy who worked there (who had dated a different girl that worked there also) apparently that girl has herpes. So that guy more than likely got them from her. And I more than likely got them from him...

Anywho.... my fiance flipped shit. He said if I gave him herpes he is going to kill himself (over dramatic, I know, and no he's not really going to do it.) But I don't even know what to think right now. I told him my doctor couldn't tell when/ who I got it from. That you can have it and it never show. Or it can be years before an outbreak. He was yelling at me and stuff and I threw my arms up like "be quiet my daughter and her friend are inside hearing you acting like this" and he told me if I walked away or left because he was yelling at me he would make sure everyone knew I had it. And he knows literally like everyone in our community and a few out.

I just dont know what to do, or what to think. I was hoping it would turn out better than it did, but I guess I was way off. I feel like i have absolutely no support when it comes to this.