I can’t take it anymore 😔🥺

I’m 25 yrs old and a couple yrs ago I was diagnosed with PCOS and endometriosis. It is a struggle and I tell my mom constantly that I just don’t want my lady parts anymore and if anybody would just take it all out. I just recently went almost 6 months without a period and then when it finally came on it lasted for almost 3 months. 😓😡🤬 the pain is unbearable the bleeding is like non stop and I’m just over it. Ppl don’t understand how it feels to endure this and it becomes overwhelming to have to explain over and over what’s wrong with me. I just want to have a normal cycle and not have so many issues. I feel so defeated. 😢😣😔