I fell in love with a monster. Someone who didn’t love me and will never love me. A person that degraded me every chance he got, manipulated me, torn me down. Made me feel ugly, neglected, used. Felt like being in a relationship with my worst enemy, I asked myself a million times, why did I stay this long? He cheated on me 2 twice, had a baby on me, always in another girls face. Nothing was ever about me. It was his way or no way. People kept saying it will get better, “your love is there, has to count for something “, but no. In reality, I was just stupid, stupid enough to fall for someone that destroyed me, took all my trust, abused my love, and could never love me the right way. I wish I could’ve saw him for who he really was a year ago, I would’ve never commented on his picture, started a conversation. Should’ve stayed strangers.. I fell in love with a monster.