Pre Wedding Blues

I know I’m probably over thinking things but I’m struggling.

By two bridesmaids are my best friends from school, so we’ve know each other for like 15years.

We had massive argument over my hen do saying that they couldn’t afford it. It was £150 for the night and two activities and food.

Since then I’ve hardly seen them or spoken to them. When I do it seems really distant. I’ve spoken to them and said I feel distant and to arrange a time to see each other and being told that there busy most weekends until the weekend of my wedding.

I think what’s hurting post is that since that argument they’ve both been off on holidays and loads of dinners and outings. I just keep thinking that’s money that could have been spent on spending my hen do with me rather than all the arguments.