FTM am I the only one

I am a FTM my daughter is 6 days old she sleeps in an arms reach co sleeper next to my side of the bed. But I'm terrified to sleep with the lights off because I can't see her then. Am I the only one???? Ps before people get on me about the horseshoe towel thing- she's already rolling because she is so little that her body weight doesn't keep her on her back lol the dr suggested this.