I’m going to be 37 weeks on Saturday and they are most likely going to start the process of induction very soon due to some medical issues I am experiencing. I’m now considered high risk, and I’m just feeling nervous being a FTM. My blood pressure has been high and my medical team thinks it’s safer for both me and and baby to get her out sooner rather than later. On top of all of this, I have PUPPPs and I’m super itchy and miserable. The constant itching is making it so I can’t sleep. And my skin feels like its on fire. They told me that it won’t hurt the baby, but the only thing I can do is take Benadryl at night and that doesn’t help at all. I have heartburn like crazy, and I’m just so exhausted. I just want to hold my baby girl in my arms and know that we are both okay. I’m nervous because I can’t carry her to term, and I just really want everything to go well. Please send some good vibes my way for a safe delivery.