There were girls

So the last fight my ex and I had (last week before we broke up), he was in the middle of showing me how he blocked me on everything. When he pulled up snap, I saw a bunch of new girls in his recents and he’s never talked to any during our relationship. I broke down asking if he’s talking to girls now, he told me yes he’s talking to girls then added “as friends” then said he said it like that to hurt me. He broke up with me later yadda yadda, but I just can’t help but think about how he’s already probably moving on and that just breaks my heart. It hurts me so bad to think about. I’m in college so I can’t reallt feel anything out because I have school and other things but I wish I could just cry it out. I pray every day that God guides him and just guides my journey but my heart is so hurt :(