Please of everyone could keep me and my husband in their thoughts and prayers the next few months that would be greatly appreciated. I have had pcos since I was 18, and a few years ago we found out that my husband has very low t with almost no sperm. About a year ago we started down the path of adopting. In that year we have had a lot of ups and downs in trying to find the right child and at every turn we were faced with a brick wall. We started to believe that we were never going to be able to have a child to call our own. Yesterday we got word that....our luck might be changing. And changing to the point where we could be getting a baby and not a young child. Right now I am on my cycle for the first time in over 3 months so my emotions are very "heighten/short". I am kinda FREAKING out. When I went into this I was thinking of a child that might be going into preschool or elementary not an infant. I run a business by myself and also take care of my ailing parents! I'm so nervous that I wont be a good mom and that i actually might not be ready!