Discouraged.

Elizabeth • TTC#1. 5 years and counting. Waiting for our little miracle.
So my husband and I have been TTC for 4 months. We try to have sex at the correct time every month and yesterday AF came again. I get very emotional and upset and I'm already getting very discouraged about the whole thing. I also feel like I push him away when AF gets here.  Today he says that he's thinking we are putting to much pressure and stress on TTC and we should just have sex regularly and not think about it. I'm just afraid I'm gonna continue pushing him away the longer we have to wait and I'm not trying to and I definitely don't want too.