Too much in the love department 😖

Aster

So y’all, I’m a senior in high school, and I’ve known this particular friend since my freshman year. He’s nice, but definitely not my type. I didn’t think he was into me, but yesterday he asked me if I’m single. He said it really loud, so all the people near us were staring -directly- at me. It was super embarrassing, but I said yes bc I don’t want to lie and seem desperate or like a douche. He’s been trying to help me with a bunch of shit since then, and keeps trying to be near me. I like our friendship, but I honestly hate that he’s acting this way 😰. His friend is doing it too, and I already suspected him of liking me. On a lighter note: there’s this cashier at the CVS near my school who’s super cute, and apparently he was giving me eyes when I was checking out a couple days ago. But I’m also 17 and he’s probs like 19 or 20. I don’t think he’d wanna wait the 5 months until I turn 18 lol. Also I’d feel weird flirting with him at his work... so yeah lots going on and I’m honestly getting a little freaked out by all this happening in the span of 3 days 😰.