Tired of getting negatives when I know something is up 😫

I’m so over this cycle. I want a bfp or af to just say I’m coming. I’m 11 dpo and no bfp . Last cycle and the past few I logged/ wrote down all my symptoms dpo. Plus I’m pretty regular and know what to expect. Around af I get moody for two weeks. Extra hungry , sore boobs a day before and then they stop. But this tww in the past week I’ve had some cramping , EXTREMELY SORE BOOBS, I can’t do anything I feel them when I move or walk . My boobs have been sore for like a week or 5 days . Which is def out of the ordinary.

My back hurts . And I’ve been getting light headaches in the front of my head and they feel like dizzy spells. I didn’t start symptom spotting until later on that my tits felt insanely 😣 painful. Af is due in two days .