Guilt

Brooklynn

I stopped breastfeeding because I had a few issues: endometritis, horrible thrush nipples and baby had it in his mouth (we’ve been treated) when he had it it got so he didn’t want to latch and we switched to mainly formula. Just the thought of breastfeeding again makes me feel sick and I hate pumping to the point it makes me almost cry. I feel like a shit mom for not breastfeeding like I was. I still try to feed off of boob at least twice a day but it’s not enough for him. I wanted to breastfeed so much this time around. Formula is so much easier but I feel so bad about it.