I didn't expect that news.

I'm currently 9 weeks + 5 days pregnant. I went to the ER last night due to minor bleeding. I haven't been cramping badly or anything. I didn't expect to hear what I did. When the ultrasound tech was doing the ultrasound.. I could tell by her face that something was wrong. She didn't say anything. I asked, "Is my baby there and okay?".. She showed me my little peanut on the screen and there was no longer a heartbeat. She said I was showing 7 weeks so, baby stopped growing around then. I never imagined the pain and guilt I would feel if I were told something like that. I can't help but wonder if I did something or maybe I could've done something different to keep my baby alive. I had such a great pregnancy with my first.. I expected the same with this one. I guess I felt like, miscarriage will never happen to me. I know it's common.. and I know you should just never assume you won't be affected. But.. my heart.. hurts. I just needed to come here and talk to women that understand. How did you get through this? I'm terrified of the next few days as my body works to rid of my sweet baby..