Hi yeah I stared medication 4 weeks after my little girl was born and I see a mental heath nurse once a week. I have always suffered with anxiety and I don’t cope well with change. I was anxious all pregnancy due to previous losses. I guess I couldn’t believe it was actually going to happen so I never thought about the reality of it all. Im neonatal nurse who has worked with babies all my adult life. I had very high expectations of myself and the way I would deal with it. I completely lost myself I started to cry and just couldn’t stop. I felt great regret and so desperately wanted my old life back. If it was an option I would of gave my little girl away. I know in that moment I would of done that. This makes me sad but I sort help and now 5 weeks on the talking and the medication has helped me no end in fact I think they saved my life. There is no shame in mental illness and seeking help is one of the bravest things you can do. Ps I love me little lady with all of me and with every day I love her more 💗💗