Ppd or baby blues

Lily • ERN 9/4/19 🖤🧡

I’m only 11 days pp and I had a really bad panic attack plus the baby was crying and my hubby couldn’t soothe him. So I sat there feeding him trying to focus on my breathing too feeling like I’m going to die. I wish I could just go to formula but I’d feel so guilty just giving up breast feeding. I don’t know if I’m still in the baby blues stage or ppd.