8 weeks 3 day scan tomorrow and I am already terrified

Catrina

I had a missed miscarriage in June this year where I should have been 11 weeks but baby stopped growing at 8 weeks. To say I’m okay is far from the truth. I have my 4th scan tomorrow at 8 weeks 3 days and I am so scared. I feel like I’m just a shell. I just don’t know how to make myself feel okay for it. I just want to cry 😭 I’m terrified