Infant Car Seats

Before baby was born. My SO and I saved up a little over a grand for the baby. We purchased a car seat jogger travel system.. I loved everything about it. But now I’m starting to not like the car seat. I’m gonna be honest I kinda thrown it and kicked it. I’ve got PPD really bad. Yes I’m getting help(theapyy&&medicine) so now I’m scared of baby to be in the car seat. Especially also I just want to mention I’ve been having bad dream about baby being in the seat and it coming undone!!Plus I noticed to take out and clean. It’s just styrofoam. It seems super cheap. And unsafe. I at least wanna spend 150 on a car seat. But also know I want an adaptor to use for my stroller.