Friends

I need some friends , I have no friends in general , im 20 with a two year old son and im 9 weeks 4 days pregnant , im engaged to my fiancé who I've been with for almost 4 years . Im not a typical "girl" . I love heavy metal music , zombies , gore , tattoos , piercings . I tried college and made 0 friends , I was been bullied from year 5-11 , I have anxiety so I struggle mixing with people . I always seem to be getting judged I just need some friends to talk to who won't judge me 😣