Old habits...

Recently found out I’m pregnant. It has been so so so hard for me to stop some things I used to do. Smoking weed, smoking cigarettes, occasionally drinking, etc. Of course, I stopped all of it as soon as I found out. I use marijuana to stabilize my moods and help with my depression. I’m on depression medication, but nothing works quite like marijuana. I also use it because I have CVS (cyclic vomiting syndrome), it minimizes (weeks long) episodes of nausea and vomiting. I used every day for 4 years straight.. I know it sounds silly, but I’m very dependent on it. I definitely don’t take this pregnancy for granted, which is why I immediately seized use. Its’s just been hard... I needed to vent to someone.