stressed 🤦🏻‍♀️

my husband works every day, leaving the house at 4 am and coming home at 6 pm. I am taking care of our one month old baby every night and every day alone until he comes home at 6 and until he goes to bed at 8. in those two hours he has her, he will literally do everything possible to not have to hold her or take care of her and finds every opportunity to just stick her in her pack n play sleeper. he acts like being a parent is the biggest burden and would rather not have his life change, meanwhile my life has changed dramatically and i’m doing this all on my own. I need help & don’t know how to get it.