I’m scared I may be pregnant

I’m currently 6 months PP and It was my first baby and it was a C section.

I’m EBFing (with some Introduction to solids) but I’ve had my periods returned since 2 months PP.

anywaysssss

I was going to start the mini pill but birth control always messes with me so I figured we would try natural family planning.

My periods have been irregular tho, some cycles are 31 days, last one was 42 days the one before was 21 etc.

My husband and i barely have been having sex post baby...I’m talking like once every 2 months kind of thing (so that was another reason for me to pass on the hormonal birth control)

The other night my husband and I were feelin it I guess and we’re having sex. I reminded him to pull out just in case.

And then when it happens, he apparently pulled out WHILE ejaculating. I look on my calendar and according to the app, I’m OVULATING (hoping it’s a fluke tho since iA never been regular?)

Anyways Idk why I’m even saying this story, but I really hope I’m not. Im not ready. And I’m freaking out if I am since I had a c section and doc recommended 8 months to wait. It did take us almost a year to conceive first baby but I know it might just take one time with a diff baby...

Induce anxiety for next 2 weeks until I can test 😭😭

Any advice/stories of this happening and not ending up pregnant plzzzz lol

Or maybe stories of like “hey it’s not that bad actually” loool

I know it’s totally possible to get pregnant while breastfeeding so plz no pregnancy stories from that 😩 Idk where I’m getting at here I just needed to get this in writing because my mind has been in circles