My dad is 40 something and he decided to have another kid, so anytime me and my husband(will be next month) talk about having a baby everyone tells us to “Wait”,“live our lives!”, and “ your child doesn’t need to be that closely born to your sister!”

I feel that everyone is just satisfied with my baby sister they reject the thought of me having a child!

My father also knows about my miscarriages, so it really hurts he’d deny me his blessing for something that means so much to Me and my husband and that I cry over constantly. Seeing my baby sister constantly just hurts me and I love her to bits...I just wish other people supported us...

Small insert my dad had another child because he wasn’t part of my life until a few years ago..

It just hurts me and I feel guilty about it

Because I am patiently going through my two week wait right now..