Out? 🤷🏼‍♀️

So, I know I’m probably being hard on myself but I can’t help but get choked up knowing that I’m probably out this month... 10DPO (I know it’s early I’m just emotional so please don’t judge) and it’s a BFN.. so nervous for my period to come because it’s 6 days away and I’m feeling kinda crampy and sore boobs so could be coming sooner... just down and out about this whole thing. I tried to have myself wait to test but of course I couldn’t and its negative. I know “I’m not out till AF shows” but damn it sucks when I see people know at 7-9DPO 😭