How do you keep the faith?

Erin • 👨‍👩‍👦 | R 11/17 💙 E 01/21 🤱💙

I really thought this month was the one. My progesterone was the highest it’s ever been (take two with Femara and added a Cassava supplement) but AF arrived today. I’m getting older and am terrified I’ll never get my second. How do you keep going month after month with only negatives?